Sunday, June 28, 2020

Still Dizzy..

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Stretching out your arms for something that's just not there
You're sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
You're sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
(But she won't)
You're sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Saturday, June 27, 2020

Sitting...

... still.

Seriously in one of those places in life where there IS no correct move, plan or concept...

Michi got talked into going out and about, last night. Which, of course, translates into ME going out and about.

$140 later, I'm just irritated, drunk off my ass, playing pool badly (which is pretty much the WORST thing I can deal with)...

Walking home, a nightmare. Stepped on her flip-flop, tripped, fell, didn't wanna even get the hell off the road...

Today? (I can't say "this morning"... I skipped the whole morning :) )

It's a "fuck it" day... Blaring my music, overthinking EVERYTHING, moody, etc.

Every other song reminds me of Wifey Dearest. Whether it's because she hated my music, or those rare songs that we both loved, it's brutal.